Boring boring day ! Have nowhere to go. ;( Might be heading to town for movie later. Decided against night safari trip as its damnnnnnnn far. Haha..Oh wells, anyways, that is not my purpose for blogging now. ;x
Anyways, me and ben have broken up. He initiated it because he says im not ready to start a new r/s.
Hmms, ben baby, im really very sorry for making you feel tht way. Its not that im not ready but its just that i need time from you. I know i`ve not really expressed my love for you and its not that i do not love you but just that i am not very good in expressing myself in speech. I can do it better in words. You should know how hurt i am from my past r/s and all im asking is for time from you to let me forget him. I thought you knew.. but i guess you dont. You said you did not want us to end up like my 5day r/s with my ex, but guess what? We did. I thought that we could last you know? I really did. Its not that im not putting in my effort into our r/s.. i`ve tried hinting you to bring me out, but you`re always with frens, frens and frens, when have you ever spend time with me eversince we`ve got tgt ? You cant expect me to fall crazily in love with you if you dont spend time with me. Im the sort of girl who expects lots of time from her bf. My friends all know im attached, at least i made it known, what about you? Sighh.. I didnt expect myself to be blogging about you this way, i thought there were chances in the future of me blogging about how happy we were tgt. If you had more patience with me, and given me more time, we wouldnt have ended up this way, we could have been happier you know? Hais, i really dont know what to say. All i can say is that i`m also very disappointed in what you`ve had for me...
Arghs, i really dont understand what i`ve done in my past life to deserve all this shit. My love life sucks and my confidence in falling in love is going down to the dumps. Am i really such a bad gf? Shit me luhh ! ;(
Aites, im gonna go roll on my bed and ponder bout this. Byeeeeeee !
Sammie is not very happy right now !
Anyways, me and ben have broken up. He initiated it because he says im not ready to start a new r/s.
Hmms, ben baby, im really very sorry for making you feel tht way. Its not that im not ready but its just that i need time from you. I know i`ve not really expressed my love for you and its not that i do not love you but just that i am not very good in expressing myself in speech. I can do it better in words. You should know how hurt i am from my past r/s and all im asking is for time from you to let me forget him. I thought you knew.. but i guess you dont. You said you did not want us to end up like my 5day r/s with my ex, but guess what? We did. I thought that we could last you know? I really did. Its not that im not putting in my effort into our r/s.. i`ve tried hinting you to bring me out, but you`re always with frens, frens and frens, when have you ever spend time with me eversince we`ve got tgt ? You cant expect me to fall crazily in love with you if you dont spend time with me. Im the sort of girl who expects lots of time from her bf. My friends all know im attached, at least i made it known, what about you? Sighh.. I didnt expect myself to be blogging about you this way, i thought there were chances in the future of me blogging about how happy we were tgt. If you had more patience with me, and given me more time, we wouldnt have ended up this way, we could have been happier you know? Hais, i really dont know what to say. All i can say is that i`m also very disappointed in what you`ve had for me...
Arghs, i really dont understand what i`ve done in my past life to deserve all this shit. My love life sucks and my confidence in falling in love is going down to the dumps. Am i really such a bad gf? Shit me luhh ! ;(
Aites, im gonna go roll on my bed and ponder bout this. Byeeeeeee !
Sammie is not very happy right now !
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